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January 06 the 18th week◎ i hate you......mu.mu......how can you make make the mistake you feel awful before....don't be the person you look donw upon please....now that
there's another me in companied with him.....why do u have to act as a lier??? you acre!! you don't wanana share...you don't want to see the
happies...why not go away??why still to be a stuipd......
i don't konw....i just want to be with him...i konw it's my fault ....i shouldn't fake the love....i konw it won't only hurt us but also somebody
else....i won't .....new year....new begin....he doesn't care....why should i care..... 2008.01.01.20:19
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◎ 有时候不自觉的把自己和他看成是刘嘉玲和梁朝伟.....但似乎他们之间尚有一丝情....而我们却只能隔着义隔岸观火.....我不知道他是怎么想的.........
有时候给我的感觉很迷惑...很暧昧...很困扰......也许就像他说的...他不是坏人....只是个罪人....是我们的引诱和不自觉犯的错........谢谢他.......
那天气氛真的很不错.....以至于我忘了自己坚持的原则....虽然我不知道他叫什么名字....但是我想说声对不起.....在去旧迎新的时刻.......借用了一下
你的幸福来温暖这个孤独的严冬.....现在我把他还给你....绝对的完璧....呵呵......好像现在这样说也没什么意义.....不过...我是不会一次又一次逾越
自己的原则的.....而且都说做朋友啦(其实....这个朋友才是最没意义的...你说呢?).......好了...在新的一年里....预祝你们随时保持先进性....跟随党的
建设一起创造出一个美好持续发展的和谐未来......
谢谢....谢谢.....鲜花....鼓掌....闭幕....退场.....
呵呵....精神胜利法.....也许吧..... 2008.01.02.02:11
◎ 这几天是不是有轻松???! 2008.01.04.22:13
◎ 在07年的最后一刻....收到你发来的短信....殊不知是否荣幸.....当窗外礼花骤放的时候...才惊觉....2007已经离开了......
2008.01.04.23:26
◎ 总是还习惯在日期的开头写上2007....虽不及08来的特殊....但07年也确实是对我而言十分重要的一年.....有太多的催化着我的成熟........也让我从
心境上有了很大的一步....懂得淡定....至少坦然....面对道歉...抑或是蔑视....除了谢谢...我还能说什么呢.....
2008.01.05.01:44
◎ Sichuang Province will held "the first simulation exam".....so will us as a formor simulation test for our own "first simulation exam".......
with addicting myslfe in wasting time considering....i can't imagine how the mark goes......pray for not falling out of the top 3....
"good good study ....and day day up" hehe.....
2008.01.05.15:12
December 22 begining endlong time no see....spaces....hehe.....having been left alone for such a time.....now you get a start......
"end" could never be end.....i will renew it every week ........and the rest days of school year wiil be in company with end.........not only did english is to express...also chinese....not absolute .....not particular ok......that's all.....see you next week....sweet dream.... whineй 对于过往的在意与执着......常常使自己给自己布下天罗地网......布于脚下发端.......一触牵引无数........不死不休.....
担心承受不了......担心失去不了...担心逃避不了......所有的担心......没完没了........刻意把自己放在弱小的一方...... 忘记了自己也有争取的权力.......对于以前的饮弱的耿耿于怀.....卑怯的自责.....又何其愚蠢....为了心里的一个结.... 了无生趣....恨不得毁掉自己.......越不越明白......越是挣扎软弱......最后失魂落魄.....情何以堪?可惜理智与情感...却 从来都是争斗不休.....不要更提起过往....就象刺猬.....尖锐得令人难以招架......放爱一条生路.......也许自会宁静致 远......... 弹指之间可分六十个刹.....刹那间便是永恒......如果人生只有这个刹那.....那有多好.... 不错.......这已是永恒......又何必管昨天? 人自有其真性情.......练出那铁心心肠......铜皮铁骨....不过是为了让自己有一颗勇于接受爱与现实的心......... 爱情的不高尚.......只有过来人才能面对......才能放开胸襟去拥抱不完美的爱情....... 失去抑或得到.....既已坦然......夫复何求? 昨天......且烟消云散吧!
断了就断了.....既以无法修复.....又无处可得.......且错过的.....请你把握............ 流产的孕妇在胎儿离开自己时.........终于放声大哭......绝望却又不压抑.....是自责还是解脱.....漫过了情感的感
情......被理性分析得一丝不挂.....然后再给它披上慰藉一样的各种接口.....不需要了吧....赤裸就赤裸....文字的
打闹被抛弃....被遗忘......顺带着拐走了一直伴随着的激动与挣扎........不是忙.....是太闲了.....闲得以至于开始
现象如老友时隔多年重逢时却是婚礼的喧嚣和抽搐的微笑.......也是无奈.....当绝对不一样.....对时间的责怪没
人会去计较......每天都莫名兴奋着开始.....惆怅郁郁着过去.....第二天却依然莫名兴奋.....不是第六感的心灵感应....
是一个人分饰两角的惯性......也许前面会有不期而遇.....但也只是耸耸肩......讪笑着走过去....
爱......不是你给......就得有人要......
没必要再逼自己往火坑里跳.........
October 03 everpart 1: 后知后觉．． 我是一个后知后觉的人．．．．尤其在感情上面．．．对于捕风捉影．．．．我始终是不够敏感．．．以前有人说我分不清友情和爱情．．．其实分不清的是你们自己吧．．．我不过是对每个人都好点．．对每个人都当成朋友．．都微笑．．．． 对于爱情的离去．．我也一向大条．．．．其实只是承受不了那生命之痛．．． 也许某件事对你来说时间久了，突然的离失，巨大的痛苦会产生刹那的游离．．．让你忘记了悲伤．．．忘记了疼痛．．．．然后在反绉一样阵阵的折磨．．．一阵阵的让你抽搐．．比如饥饿．．比如感情．．． part 2 :麻木不仁．．．．．． 半年了．．．说好听点．．．叫习惯了．．说得不好听点．．．其实就是自己麻木了．．．． 对爱情的讯号已不可能有任何识别．．．并发出回应了．．．． ＂怕夜长梦多．．．要惊心动魄．．．．终于让我神经衰弱．．．．．＂ 也许是真的后知后觉了．．．．但那个人不是我．．．．． 当你转身开始怀念．．．我已不在．．．． 记得以前的爱情．．．总是那样的血泪艰辛．．．． 可以说．．．．在现在及其未来很长的一段时间里．．．．感情生活都会空出来．．．． 也许是在等待．．．．也许．．．．就这样吧．．．． yes i'm going home ．．．． i must hurry home....... where your life goes on........ maybe i' m just going home... i'm hurrying home..... going home alone..... endnot very often have we met
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